So, here it is almost March and this is my third blog entry. Obviously, I am not doing to well in keeping up with my goal of posting twice a week, but I will try this again. Not to much has happened since the beginning of the year. I am on a steady path of working on those things I need to work on and trying to maintain a semblance of a schedule. My pills have me living a vampire lifestyle, where I am up all night and sleep most of the day. This has left me in a somewhat whiny and depressive state because even though I get the things accomplished I need to (most times) it is at weird hours so it leaves me feeling as if I didn't do much.
I plan on getting some homework done today (falling behind but maintaining an A) and working on my day planner, inputting meals and a schedule I hope to be able to stick to somewhat better. I noticed I have been super cranky and bitchy lately. Yes, part of that is my personality but the other is the people I allow in my life and around me. My tolerance for stupidity and bullshit is getting low, so I am either going to have to stop biting my tongue or just cut some of these people out of my life. Weirdly enough this is my online life, not my personal one. That seems to be going on a good course for once.
I am currently waiting around to find out when exactly my back surgery is scheduled for. I am not too excited about the surgery or healing part but I am looking forward to possibly having a normal life again and being able to be more active. Kay and I are planning how I will be taken care of while she is at work and making sure I have the things I need. I am enjoying my friendships that I have made online. Some of these girls are my saving grace and make me laugh like no other. As always, I have me best friend and cousin there for me everyday when I need her. I can tell her anything and she can judge me, tell me I am being a bitch or just make me laugh about the situation.